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Annyeong! Been too long I didn't blog about my life. 

The only way to know about my life I think probably is through my insta (vgyongweii)

(as I don't really share my life on FB but lots of motivation posts lol old ad)

But I had gave up on my old insta account which has 4k followers 

simply because I think that account is too messy, do you think i care about numbers of my followers? NO!

I do care about people who care about me, my life and my positiveness 

Okay so I make a promise first, I will blog about the trips of 2015!!

Blog about part of my life in UK and also my thoughts/plans about my future :/

Accidentally read Eliz's blog just now and found that Omg I did'nt really have a proper date with her for such a long time

(We used to date each other always like maybe go and have tea, try some new desserts or something)

And this makes me miss her so so much, as you know she is one of my really good friend *heart*

Chat with Yan today and she said: 你还是一样有梦想有正能量的人

That's enough for me to continue to chase for what I want.

Someone who remind me where I come from, someone who encourage me to go for what I want. 

I found that it's really important to keep in contact with your friends, especially who you can really talk to

I was quite depressed few days ago, confuse about my future and what I really want in my life

To be honest, I put too much pressure on myself.

You may say I aim too high, but heyyyy belum try belum tau. 

I need to do everything with the mindset ''At least i tried'' because we need more exposure in our life only we will know 

What career suits me? what do I really want in my life? Which country do I want to live?

Here comes the another problem, I worry too much about my future until i forgot to live in the moment!

I always think that: okay i need to do this now so that i can get that in the future

But when I put too much pressure on myself, i started to feel scare to do things that I should do then, everything delayed. 

D: 

This post is also to remind me that I have times, I need to manage it well

Now (I should enjoy the uni life in Uk more than worry about the life after i graduate)

Future (Lots of things i need to plan and do it now if i want to get what i want in the future)

Past (Please stop being trapped in the past!!)

-2016-

- THINGS TO DO:

* Blood donation (It's always hard for me to do blood donation as I am underweight damn)

* Tattoo (What I didn't do last year hmm!)

* Diving

- HOBBIES/ NEW THINGS TO LEARN:

* Coffee Art (working in a cafe now and learning about teas and coffee)

* Writing (I need to improve especially my mandarin)

* Photography (Need to learn Photoshop, and bring my camera with me always!)

* Floristry 

* Pastry and Baking
* Start water color again
* Violin (Hope that I have chance to continue my violin again :/ )
* Reading (Read more please yw, you need to absorb more in your brain)
- THINGS TO GET:

* GoPro

* New sets of cosmetics and skin care!

* Backpack 

- THINGS TO DO FOR MYSELF:

* Drink more water (The hardest thing ever in my life ._.)

* Sleep earlier, Wake up earlier (No more slacking on bed please!)

* Less junk foods

* Don't be lazy to put the skin care products on my face!

* Yoga class, exercise (Need better body shape)

- FINANCIAL:

* Save/Earn at least 5,000 pounds

   (FYI, I bought everything and travel to every places for vacations with my own money kk)

* START A NEW BUSINESS (MUST, business is way more challenging and fun than a 9-5 job)

- TRAVEL

* have no idea yet, but bought flight ticket to Ireland on the end of March

* want to have a trip with Sy on April since April is her birthday month :)

# LAST

* continue studies or get a job after i graduate from BCU?

  (Study in Event/ wedding planning/ pastry? Job in M'sia/ UK/ other countries?)

HAHAHA i think i blog almost everything of myself in this post

# 做自己, 自信一点 不需要因为他人而让自己低调做事. 你只需低调做人就好.

[V.G.Y.W]

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