If you ask me do i regret to study ID i will say No, I learn a lot in designs, i will think deeper i will become more emotional which i think it's good, because we are all human being we shouldn't ignore our feeling, just because you dont like to be depress so you keep ignore your own emotion and afraid to face your own feeling. Emotional creature is the most beautiful creature in the world. Design teaches me that you have to know yourself, accept yourself and improve yourself :) 忧伤也是一种美丽。温柔也是一种勇敢。
Was quite sad and happy at the same time these days. Never thought that i am so independent and tough, its like really i can do so many things than i think. Deal with so many different of people alone and i improved in people skill and negotiate skill :p Learn so many things in the business, things go up and down. I seriously think that my bf bring out the part of me, before that i forgot i actually so into business, I sell CD and eraser when i was in primary sch, i sell herbal eggs, clothes and some accessories during high sch. Those were all little business of mine, but when i studying in college everyone keep telling me that, you need to study hard get good result so that you can get a nice job offer. Then i started to fall into the trap, the ''i need a job'' trap. But now if you ask me, Do i really need a job? no way man. why do i need a job when i can create job for others?
Business is like your life journey, things will not go smooth like how you planned. But everytime you lose something, you will gain something. I lose some money in the business, got cheated :/ but it's fine, at least he did not take my money and run away, i just lose some cost, and luckily its not big amount just like few hundred. It's fine, i use that few hundred to buy a lesson ''not everyone in this world is good person'' They got no obligation to treat you good and be honest with you in the business. And i earn lesser in another deal due to my mistake, a little mistake will make you lose another hundreds, but it's fine, I learnt that you have to be really careful whatever you do in business, because it is all about money, your money, their money. And i feel that there are still a lot of things that waiting me to learn in business (jia you to earn back the loss T_T)
Doing business will be more tired than you work in the office for boss sometimes, You will be really busy until you got no much time to eat and sleep and you need to handle a lot of things especially when you just start up something new, but the happiness and the things that you learn are worth it :) I like the feeling that whenever i deal a business with someone and they ask me: ''You are so into business, what business do you do besides this one?'' Then i will tell them, connect them to another business, i think its cool :p and network is very important you will never know who will lead you to another level in your business. And nobody says that you must do the business with your logical left brain, you can do with your right brain that always bring you to day dreams also!
