1- who always drag you down, talk sarcastic shit to you and they just like to talk behind you when they know that you're improving, they feel awkward when you are better than them. and they get jealous sometimes!
I will not forget that one of my friend said that i am still childish like how i used to be, every quotes/ articles/ status that i post on fb/ insta are just something that i use to market myself, i was like WTF seriously why i want to act and market myself?! i am just me, when i was talking to you and make you you think i am 'childish' probably is because i got nothing to talk to you but shit and crap, if you want me to talk my business or my experiences of course i can! but i did not, why? because it will make you feel that you're so much stupid and lack of network than me, you bitch :) *used to be very close friend but now, NO! still friend, but i think we have very different mindset now, which i think it's because we got different turning point, what we've learnt, the people who we mix with are very different now.
BTW, do remember that, being sarcastic to people ≠ straight forward.
So many stupid people around and this is just one of the example
* as i dont want to waste too much times on blogging and focusing on negative people*
2- who always give you positivity when you are down, bring you sunshine and smile. support all the decision that you made even they know that is not a good choice, and they try their best to help you in everything. they will be happy to see you happy, they will cry when you cry. they don't doubt you, and they never doubt about the friendship!
*My two bestie who i will really do anything to protect them, 5years friendship i think they worth it, we are more than friends and we are like family (I even can shit in the same toilet when they're brushing teeth :p) *My bitch, we used to hate each other last time, but after we separate for years and we meet again, our friendship become tougher, although we are not in the same country, but whatever important things happen, she will let me know first :) and we have a gang, two boys two girls, i really love the time when we were in the club together hehe! *My ex housemates, i can talk everything and gossip everything with them, especially my eliz :) always support me no matter what happen and never doubt of me, i really appreciate that i met you and become your housemates, the times we always look for new cafe, the times we always stay late to do assignments together.
*Wy, who i can really really say anything in front of her, because she knows nobody except me in my circle of friends hahaha! we know each other from my blog, then we chat everyday, everything especially when we broke up with ex/bf. We talk and chat heart to heart. *The forever alone colour blind designer hahaha. thanks for teaching me so many things and help me so much when i need help in my design field, and seriously i like to share my dreams to you, because i always believe that both of us will reach our dreams one day! i dont know when, but i can confirm and i believe that our dreams will come true! *My three years family in my college life. thanks for all the fun, all the tolerate. we do quarrel sometimes as i think most of the designers are very stubborn sometimes :/ we all have different personality, but when we play, we play hard! and i like the feeling when all of us gather together and just talk and, you know, oxygen :p *And i really want to say that, i love my bf's friends also!! ms, jj, charles, and the sarawakiansss, i think they treat me good like, really good. like friends, like family, and even the friends' family also treat me so good. i never thought that i can mix with his friends so well hahaha! thanks for all the fun and care! :)
I know that I always said that i am the luckiest girl in the world, but i still want to say it again now! :p sometimes i really think that i own lots of love from the people i love. I did always tell them '' eh you're my good friend ah i love you'' or i did not post lots of picture to prove the whole world that we are good friend, but deep inside my heart i do really appreciate them.
I do have some 1st kind of friends around me, but I will just ignore or i will keep improve myself to show them. But i really think I'm lucky enough that I got some good friends who really love me care me like family.
hearttttt!!
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