TONYMOLY and shits.

last wednesday i had join a leo club's event, BBQ and steamboat at PV 13 hahaha.

and also make some new friends there :) *seriously recently so shit la my life too bring :/ 

one of the topic which i think im so INTERESTED, make up and skin products.

kangaroo said girls shouldnt make up because those cosmetic will make you look older after you remove your make up

and then jianming start blablabla say i shouldnt make up =.= heyyyyyy i also want to look good without make up lo

although shuwei told me im pretty enough without those cosmetic LOL. 

BUT. GIRLS SHOULD LEARN MAKE UP! if you think make up will bring you confident then just go ahead. 

and if you attend some maybe very grand event, you should make up right, its not because you want to look good but this is manner. 

but im not saying you must make up always like rely on those cosmetic la

then one of them said make up is ok, but your cosmetic must expensive and your care products must expensive than that!

he got the points lol. then i was like, you thought mine one not expensive meh. 

i seldom buy cosmetic these years, because i bought too much last time!! 

and his sentence remind me that i havent blog about this!! :p

its true kl air is super super sucks. i remember i blog about this before i hate kl air and too noisy too many cars

i think my hometown is noisy as well but my home is not! 在家睡午觉还能听到芭蕾舞学校的钢琴声叻 

and since last year i came kl to study, my skin became really really sucks. 

i remember when i was secondary sch i have no pimples!!! sometime got la lol, but one or two nia. 

you seeeeeeeeeee! super baby skin lo. but i still complain all the time when secondary sch =.= now i wish to go back ah diu.

if i show you my face with the distance like this ah you will shocked lo. to protect my skin, i dont use bb cream now

and my skin seriously dry.keep peeling :( i used to eat one jelly last month, i dont know whats that shit but its like collagen

the promoter told me the jelly give you extra hydrate to keep your skin moisture *i dint blog about this also lol

and then my skin really become so ok never peeling again. but then i stop this month, idk why also lol!!

and i tried new skin care products, fuck yea i will continue it until i die HAHHA

TONYMOLY. i never heard about this brand until shuwei told me and gave me their mask which she bought from korea 

last month, me and Eliz happy shopping for these. eliz want to learn how to make up so she bought eyeliner

and i bought that tony moly lo hahaa

i bought a cleanser from tony moly because the old one finish ad and i think suan liao just give it a chance lo
try something new also not bad what hehehee.
AND IT SERIOUSLY GOOD. i dont have pimples ad lo since i start this.
you know ah i everyday sleep after 5am and i dont like to drink water *nobody can force me, i just dont like =.=
this will grow a lot of pimples right!! but i dont grow any pimples now, maybe i havent period la this month lol
ps* but my face still got those scars T__T any products that you think its good for scars?
and the price is very cheap, its around rm50 la i think, i dont know i forgot ad lol.

and jiang jiang jiang jiang! this one!!! quite sad la when i buy this right i ask the promoter is it ok for
me to use this skin care product because this products sound like for old lady one.
then she said: yea la ok, above 25 can use one. then i was like wtf means i look older than 25years old =.= fuckyou.
but i still bought it la because it seems so good HHAHAHA and it really good!!!!
my face never peeling again since i stop the jelly and after i start this lol, this is not like the jelly can eat one ah =.=

i heard a lot of people said snail is good for our skin so i just try it lo.
and this is expensive you know, for me quite expensive la =.= expensive than my kose and haba ah diu.
i think its around rm199/140ml, but ok la as long as its really good for my skin.
i really envy and jealous those people ah, they dont use any skin care product but their face smooth like hell eh.

i was really happy recently but except yesterday. and i think the negative evil in my head bring those negative thoughts to today
i cant smile today just feel so empty and bored. got new assignments ad but dont feel like want to do
im learning not to be good to all my web friends. i used to reply all of them even though sometimes i was really tired
i hate myself why i always have so many thought and things i wish to do but i never make it.
i hate myself why i always waste my times to watch tv to online but not read the books that i like.
i hate myself why i always lost i always dont know what i want.
i hate myself why i always think about those memories and I can't move one.
I hate myself why sleep late wake up late and do nothing all the times.

I hate myself why I don't know what I want and have no ideas for my own future. 

I hate myself why I'm not brave and cool enough, I think too much again.
I hate myself why believe those things and people which i shouldnt believe and rely.
I hate myself , you can bring happiness to people doesnt mean people will do the same things for you.

I hate myself why I lost myself and so negative again. 

:(

and thats why i decide to go back home tomorrow.
family wont betray, their love wont disappear, and they always love you support you.
i need my family, now.

[V.G.Y.W]

so lost.