and not in a really good mood. im actually ok im actually fine
but theres something in my heart make me feel so uncomfortable
a good friend who suddenly treat me freaking cold without reason.
not only me, and also my friends. it's weird and nobody tell us what happen.
a friend that i knew for one year told me that we're from different world.
i unfollow and block her from instagram, ok i know its kinda childish but at least i wont
be moody when i see those post that i dont like to see or i will think too much
but serious the reason why i sad because of this is because i care. i care a lot
ok maybe for them it's like oh we're just one year friends, but for me we're already friends for one year.
kinda hurt right when you know the person you care treat you like not a good friend
just because ' you dont know me'. oh yea really, i was trying to be friend with everyone with my real heart
but some people never believe me, i told them my things my life but they never tell me.
the communication failed building a wall between us.
i never give up to try to be your good friends. but now, i dont give a fuck.
the less you care, the happier you are! i just want to make sure the people i care are happy :D
people are weird. they want others to know them but they dont want others to know also
i think im that kind of people i seldom tell others the things that i really care but hope people understand me
i think only three people in the world know all of my past. sy, key, yiling. but now it increase since last night lol.
normally i just talk cock with my buddy because i very enjoy to make ppl laugh
dont like to talk about my thing *negative one* because i dont hope people will look at me like wow she's so drama queen.
it doesnt mean that i always happy never emo or i wont get hurt. im learning im growing too.
but i seriously think im tougher than anyone of you think. im strong. im really strong.
wont drop a tear in front of anyone anymore. swear.
i will always do better if i think i do something for others but not myself.
study harder recently because i study for my mom i want my mom to be happy
i want to study oversea because thats what my dad told me he want me to study oversea.
more cheerful and smile more recently because i believe if i smile, people will smile also
whenever i feel sad or unhappy i feel so sorry to my mom, because i know if i sad she will worry also.
i was just too pek cek last night. thanks shuwei, thanks key, thank pooi yan, and THANKS QUITO!!
he let me drive his car this morning!!!! from pooi yan house to college
im a girl who drive like a boss without licence B) and quito nervouse like a mosquito, pooiyan laugh like freak hahaha!
and im happy that i found a gang of coursemates that always do assignments with me and play yamcha with me
thanks fish, yan, quito and bryan! i cant say i really love them la because you know lo nobodys perfect
and i got a bad temper, but i will really try my best to tahan for my friends :)
AND I DONE MY PRESENTATION!! START MY SEM BREAK TOMORROW!!!
*although just one week for my sembreak =.= but better then no holidays!*
日久见人心, 相处久了就知道大家是怎么的样子了我也不勉强别人接受我因为我也有很多缺点但我希望别人听听我说不是背后被说.
聪明是一种天赋, 成熟是一种历练, 而善良是一种选择.
你看到的我只是我选择让你看到的我
有的时候我宁愿不想要看清楚不想要知道不想要听到不想说错什么.
这就是为什么我一直希望自己只是一朵花...
dont know how about you, but i always feel so guilty after i did something that i think bad.
and i found one sohai like me! pooi yan a typical leo like me! always blame ourown like nobody else lol
and luckily i got a bestie super best one, hmmm or not only one, key, vgang and others!! :D
yoong ren, i can always feel his love and he care about all his good friends :)
v-gang, always support me and believe me :D
key, know all of my past my stories and help me always with true heart, a really hero in my life.
my bestie lcf who always support me and stand beside me no matter what happen
he teach me a lot, and he is a super kind person always think others before himself.
lastly, i decide not to care any shit from now :) 顺其自然
if we really mean to be friends forever, we will be.
and i hope i dint bring any trouble or make people down, if not i will guilty die.
[V.G.Y.W]
人本来就善良
微笑才会传染 :)
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