never give up.

ok, its time to blog about my CNY, chinese new year! i dont really feel like want to celebrate cny this year =.= 

everything was tooooo rush! went back to mentakab after having the last class before cny, 

then rushing back to buy some new clothes, you know la i very busy no time to buy new clothes =.= 

the second day, cny eve, had our reunion lunch at my gu po house :D 
quite nice steamboat with those ho liao abalone :3 yummy! 

after that, we rush to my grandma house ._. yea rushhhh again! its was not like celebrating cny lo,
its like a mission =.= have to finish all those mission then only you can get ang pau (money la)
but of course i like to go back to my granny house :) the soup is seriously nice!!!!!! and the 猪脚醋 also! T^T

but i was kinda sad that day, when granny said that her friend's children all went back to celebrate
cny with her, but some of my granny children din't come back :( how sad right...
if i have a chance to make a cny wish, i wish all my uncle aunt will come back!!! i knew something happen between us,
i mean me and those uncle aunt. i will feel awkward also if they come back but compare
with that awkwardness, i think granny is much more important..

sweetyee and meeeeeee :D i miss her sometime! seldom meet her since i graduated from the fucking hwa lian

my aunt, her little baby called didi, and zi hong :DD my love baby boy! i think he has a pair of smiling eyes also ._.

i like this pic, because i think i look nice xD hahaha and zi hong look like an octopus so cuteeee!

my cousin xiao fu and my mom :))

 me and my uncle :) cutest one!! look at his big neh neh and tummy HAHAHAHA!! its easy to call in english, just call him uncle,
but in chinese i have to call him 叔公, he is my mom's uncle actually....sigh, complicated =.= but i like it!
hahahahaa i was staying in his house for few months so i think i'm closer with him compare with other uncles,
 except my gu zhang la hehe :3 last time i had a bad habit =.= i like to bite my finger nails. then he will show me his one and ask me help him to bite, since that time i not dare to bite finger nails ad hahaa

his wife. she is the most important woman in that house, she cook she take care of everyone :) thanks
my eyes look so small with make up but without contact lens =.=

yong ying, mom and wo!

biao yi and ning ning :)))

ning ning and me :) she keep stick with me that day because i have an ipad =.= nowadays kid ahhhhhhh

hahaa this babo ning told me she is my doggie but she look like a tiger and she will kill those monster for me xD

look alike? :3

from the left, my dearest gu po, ning ning, biao yi, yong ying, yong ean and me :))

i love them :) who treat me really good and love me. but not those just like to gossip or show me their super lc face.

ok then chu yi ad, happy chinese new year!! :D me and my granny :) i love her alot!!
i love my ah ma more than my wai po :p so warm you know when she hold my hand and smile when i shoot this photo with her, she dont like to smile usually while taking photo.

i dont like to celebrate new year at this house. its too new ad, i prefer ah ma old house........

i think i wore kinda sexy on that day :p and seriously this dress is awesomeeeeee! 

i bought it for rm 39/45 i think, but the quality is like rm100+ dress!! super worth

*my eyes seriously very small one, but contact lens help me a lot!! :/

i dont have any activity on chu er and mom said she was bored so we decide to come back kl earlier.

le me and mami in the car yoooo!

went to pavillion today with mami, and i was like wtf i thought shopping with mami i will buy a lot of things
but....i only bought a little plant, marimo. kinda expensive but damn cute! :D

and bought a baby green colour jacket :) i thought its rm79 but its only rm30 ._. xia si ren

#outfitoftheday

found that i still love photography to the max. of course not only self shoot, hahaha! 
i like to shoot everything in my life. i know that, one day they will leave me. everyone, everything will leave.
 the only things that can make sure they will still live in my memories is camera, is photos. 
sometimes if i want to take photo with you, thats mean im afraid of losing you, seriously.

dont try to be friend or act like nothing happen if you choose to abandon me.
there are so many secrets and stories in my heart, and i dont know how and who to express
i know many friends are so sayang me, but im not sure if they are willing to listen.
朋友很多, 真心的不多, 知心的更少.

when life gets tough, put on your boxing gloves. 
don't ask 'why me', show your middle finger and say 'try me' :)
i'm tough, confident and brave dreamer.

[V.G.Y.W]

more times for me,thanks!

never give up :)